Prayer request

Wenona Russ (russw@bc.edu)
Tue, 28 Apr 1998 12:02:22 -0400


Hi:

Have I worn you guys out since my inception a week ago?  I have yet 
another prayer request.  I feel rather simple because my request is not 
a life or death matter...it is just something that can affect my life 
and my kids' lives forever.

I would just like to add that even though I do not reply to the 
requests, I do pray for each and every request that comes across the 
prairie net.  And I thank you guys for this fellowship where I am 
allowed to be me and share myself with you on a real level.  Because of 
my "position" at my local fellowship the situations and problems I have 
been having I cannot realistically confess and because I find many 
cannot deal with honesty on that level.  

Anyway...my boyfriend/fiance is talking about marrying me again.  We 
went through this last year and on the day of the wedding he backed 
down.  I was devastated; I still love him and I still want to marry 
him.  I do feel that his walk with Christ (and I know that mine) has 
been affected negatively by our past disobedience.  It further 
complicates matters that my kids are crazy about Tony.  They want a 
daddy so bad; yet I want to make sure he can handle the responsibility  
of two kids (and more) and of being a husband...all in a godly manner.  

I am requesting prayer for restoration for the both of us and that what 
the devil meant for bad God will turn around for our good.  We both 
feel a call of God on our lives and are very frustrated about the state 
of our walks with God.  Please pray for us..we love each other so 
much..we just want our relationship to be a godly, blessed one.  Bless 
you..Wenona 

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russw@bc.edu
Boston College